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2/23/09 08:09 pm - moved.


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a bottle of memories.
something new,
for a start.
 

2/9/09 07:40 pm

sweet darling,
this is my confession to the crimes of wanting you,
badly.


2/8/09 06:19 pm - because yesterday was all that's left in your head;


"i want it to be a full A4 paper worth of words. if you use a font size 42 for the letter, my shoe size 9 will be on your face."

"yeah Marcus wants to cross dress to see how many guys check him out."
"hahahahahaha."
"eh! i have the face of a babe and the body of a surfing hottie!!!"

hahahaha.
i miss the good ol' days filled with Remus Marcus Bryan and Horey.
:)




Current Music: I Think About You Everyday - A Rocket To The Moon
Current Mood: confused

2/6/09 11:06 pm - konichiwa.


i know it's a day late but still-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENTA!

stay cool and hyperactive, my favourite japboy.
thanks for being there when life sucked.
i love you truckloads!
:)


-

"sex and sexuality are two different things. man is in the word woman but you're not a man are you?"
-whispers of "omg. sex talk again! sex talk sex talk!" everywhere-
"it's a sexuality talk, not a sex talk!"
"so ms shah, are we doing practical or theory?"
"it's not sex talk!!"
"HAHAHAHAHAHA"
"shhhh!!! see! man walking by!"


"don't worry, if you don't do your homework i won't scold you."
"really?"
"yeah. cause when people forget things, they're mentally unstable."

hahaha.
the reason why bio lessons are so much more interesting with Ms Shah.
:)

Current Music: Great DJ - The Ting Tings
Current Mood: hungry

1/29/09 09:43 pm - wide-eyed;

"if things are easy, it means you're not meant to do it. everyone has a cross to carry. the worse case is when you drop and walk away from it. eventually you will come crawling back to it and carry on because the cross is you. throwing it away means you're giving up on yourself."


and it seems, when everything bombards you in just one night, life can be a hell of a bitch. suppressed tears, hits on the nail on the head, swears, anger, frustration, irritation and everything else that matters. when you actually start to believe that every single thing that went wrong along the way might be your fault. with slow belief and eventual surrender that everything you are and have done is a mistake. that imperfection is probably the only perfect thing you can be. and funny thing is, the usual lines of  "we care about you the most. it's for your own good. we have been through your kind of situations so you should listen to us. we understand. " don't actually work anymore even though you know it's true to a certain extent, but a single "don't worry i'll always be here for you no matter what because i love you." that puts soft cottoncandy and better dreams under your pillow at night. 


well, on a less emo note, there's no school tomorrow so cheers to late nights, tired eyes, long phone calls and warm milo.

1/24/09 10:45 pm


omg.
i actually miss hearing Hairi's "wowww...", "ahhh...", "awesomeeee..." and his other lame jokes,
pitching tents,
sleeping in tents,
trying not to freeze to death at night,
spreading toothpaste all over the base of pots and mess tins before cooking,
giving Hairi the "what the kway teoh" look as he goes "sorry dear can you go get another brick please?",
carrying heavy bags and trekking,
struggling to stand up with my backpack on my back and feeling like cockroach,
synchronized bathing,
screaming "DUDE!!!!" across the courtyard,
ahem quoting Ahmad, "apply water on my face, drink my sunblock, eat my shit and throw my food into the water",
going "left, right, left, leeftttt!!!!!!, right...",
standing in a row, like convicts during Jap Occupation, waiting for Hairi to spray us with water,
gobbling down food at the fastest rate possible,
hearing the strange tribal music kindofathing at night,
running like crazy during 200 second games, 
trying to guess how many bandanas The Dude has in his collection,
and then trying to guess what shampoo he uses,
loudly whispering "Hairi, wake up!!!" and then running away,
and etc. 

"go, Columbus, go go Columbus, we are awesome, YEAH...."
HAHA.

i wanna be back at Ubin.
grahhhh.
i love Columbusssss. 
:)) 



Current Music: Bigcitydreams - Nevershoutnever!
Current Mood: peaceful

1/23/09 08:16 pm - Kway Teoh Columbus.


 
and so. OBS was definitely tiring, but loads of fun too. :) after five days in Pulau Ubin, it's kinda strange seeing so many cars around, hearing the sound of the tyres across the road, the ringing of telephones, the noises coming out from televisions etc instead of  the chirping of crickets, complaints about the hot sun, squeals of disgust at insects and "Hairi, how long more must we walk!!!!". haha. the night sky full of bright stars are fantastic too. Columbus consisted of Karen Theresa Vaish Chermaine ShiBei Namreena Tania Rachael Zakiah Salwa Shahidah JianMin Sara Vivian HweiYen and i. and of course, with Hairi aka The Dude. 

we didn't do much on the first day. learnt how to kayak on the second day. hahah with capsize drills, overweight kayaks and Karen laughing while we're trying to do our T-ex rescue thingy. hahah. height element was fun as Vaish and i climbed up the logs together, while i was singing I Kissed A Girl with Theresa at the bottom. :)

we had our trekking expedition on Wednesday, which consisted of heavy 6kg+ backpacks, trekking about 10km, a blazing hot sun and laughter about ants' butts and ants masturbating on the ground while Hairi then proceeded to stare at Chermaine and covered his ears. hahaha. oh. and shouting of chemical formulae and ionic compounds to distract our attention. did quarry jump too. heh hehh. and Vaish is now bimbonized by Chermaine aka Princess-
"omg we're floating in the water!!!"
"that's cause you're wearing a life vest now!"
"OH YEAH!"
"omg Vaish. bimbo moment."
and then awkward laughter when Hairi handed Theresa a ahem, sanitary pad, saying "er. i think this belongs to Vaish." HAHA. the quarry water was super nice and clean, and sort of made up for the bath that we couldn't have that day. sentry duty at night was quite okay even though there was the strange tribal chanting-like music coming from nowhere. 

Thursday was spent kayaking back to Camp 2. and kayaking for six hours straight = sunburnt arms, hands, scalp, ears, face etc. but no one will ever be able to beat Namreena's striped tan due to not putting sunblock cause she "doesn't get sunburnt easily" and then wearing a long sleeve shirt that had translucent stripes. hahaha. Ahmad's advice is the best. "apply your water, drink your sunblock, eat your shit and throw your food into the sea." ha. half of the journey was spent with my eyes half-closed, tearing, trying to get sunblock out of my eyes, dealing with the aftermath of getting hit by pedals on my face twice and using Hairi's zebra-striped bandana to wipe my eyes (i swear, his bandanas are AWESOME). and the last night was spent playing 200 second games and sleeping on the concrete floor of the multi-purpose hall, trying not to freeze to death. ohoh. and we cooked our special dinner too! with our new creation, WayCool, which is fried maggie noodles with cabbage, long beans, eggs, luncheon meat and carrots-
"so what's your dish name?"
"er. our dish is called WayCool, cause it's like, way cool."
haha.

and we have the best instructor ever-
"must we really do it, Dude?"
"okay girls don't worry. you girls can do that. get it? DUDETTE?"
-inserts fainting emoticon here-
while cooking- 
"okay girls, now that the egg has dropped to the floor, throw it away. or else you'll get stomachache. get it? stomach-EGG?"
-silence, i turn to stare at him-
"omg shutup la Dude. hahahahaha."
and then when he was rockclimbing-
"whooo!! go Dude!!!!" 
-he bows and flicks his long hair-
"HAHAH whoo!!! Sunsilk!"     
today-
"ewwww!!! all the ants keep crawling on my feet!!!!"
"okay okay move away then. you're too sweet already, Angelyn. hahah too sweet? -gives us the "get it?" look-"
"omg."
and-
"what the kway teoh is that?!" and
"which is the other kway teoh who forgot to write their name?"

HAHA. :D

i miss Pulau Ubin.
i miss Mentors.
i miss Columbus.
i miss The Dude.
i miss Dayah Ahmad Jasmine and YongKang.
i miss OBS.
:)




 
Current Music: Hardbeat Market - Builder
Current Mood: happy

1/18/09 09:52 pm

and because i'm going off to Pulau Ubin in less than 12 hours-

happy birthday Lydia!
happy birthday Paige!
happy birthday KP!
:D

and to dearest Lauralove,
get well soon honeyy.
i'll miss you truckloads.
:)

and to Kenta,
take care bestieboy.
i'll miss you lovess.
:)
Current Music: phonecall ramblings.
Current Mood: loved

1/17/09 11:14 pm - cca promo :)








 


 
 

1/17/09 10:40 pm


"Jingle, jingle, jingle." I hear bells ringing, children chitter-chattering excitedly, the distant music of a carousel, a laugh, a shout. The sight of children tugging at the sleeves of their parents', pointing at the colourful rides, looks of childhood innocence at the sight of a clown, smiles beaming on their faces. I take a deep breath, filling my lungs with the crispness of the fresh air, imagining it uplifting my spirits. I smell a sweet scent, the subtle perfume of a lady in blue. A clown with a big grin across his face approaches me, and draws something on my cheek. His hands are cold against my skin. He offers me a red balloon. I stretch my hand, take it and try to force a smile. As I turn to look at my reflection in the window, I see - a blue teardrop tattooed on my cheek." 


for Drama purposes. :)
OBS in 2 dayss.
rawrrrrrr.



Current Music: Great DJ - The Ting Tings
Current Mood: loved

1/11/09 06:36 pm - i'm constantly thinking of you.



talking to Brendan KP and Kenta online when you're bored may just kill your boredom. especially when they decide to play Bomb in the convo. "kenta bomb kenta bomb kenta bomb to ange bomb." "ange bomb-" "brendan intercept bomb!" "... ange bomb to kenta bomb!" "why got so many bombs?" HAHA. doing 3 hours of pure A math is pure craziness. christmas tree-shaped butter cookies with nice colourful sprinkles are yummy yummy. and i suck at 3D tic tac toe. Inspiration, Inspiration. i need Inspiration. and maybe a cup of double chocolate too. :)
Current Music: For What It's Worth - For This Cycle
Current Mood: hyper

1/9/09 10:20 pm




 



i'm sitting right beside you,
over memories, we share.
Current Music: For What's It's Worth - For This Cycle
Current Mood: mellow

1/4/09 04:17 pm - swallow the words i was meant to say;

i need to:

1. save up for Kenta's present.

2. start studying.

3. stop slacking.

4. run.

5. stop procrastinating.



on a very random note,

"_____, you ARE hot. deal with it."

hahahaha. :)
Current Music: Vegas Skies - The Cab
Current Mood: bored

1/3/09 10:00 pm - this is my confession to crimes of wanting you badly;

1. there's Haagen Dazs ice cream in my freezer that i'm really tempted to eat now.

2. a freezer is supposed to be freezing cold, Kenta. (duhhhh).

3. i miss 2e3.

4. i dislike sec 3.

5. i finally did my chinese homework today.

6. i miss you.
Current Music: Wishful Thinking - For This Cycle
Current Mood: content

12/31/08 09:35 pm





























Laura-
hello cuppycake, these years with you have been absolutely fun. i cannot even begin to express how grateful i am to have you by my side. for drama elective, drama club, school, cat class etc. because you're the only one who would be willing to crawl around the drama studio floor with me, acting like spies, just for the fun of it. and for being there when i laugh cry act retarded etc. and i love you for that. :)

Lydia-
CHINAMANN!!!!! gawd. morning assemblies without you next year would be absolutely boring because we won't be able to have our poke wars and spasms. thanks for being the one i've spent morning assemblies with this year, poking laughing acting retarded making funny faces etc. and the same rule still goes my dear- "don't touche mai ass, i slapp yaw facee." (and i know you secretly are in love with my ass. HA.) i love you!!!

Lauraeva-
hello agent Clover. hahahaha thank you for being with me for these two years. yes, it's unbelievable that you used to be smarter than me when i was in primary 3 (you graduated to the smartest, while i continued to just pass maths). and i'll miss your reminding me to go with you to buy pockey after school 4 to 5 times in just 5 minutes. and you're super skinny dear. wo ai ni. :)

Theresa-
hi man. it's been 4 years with you. i have said so many things that i wanted to say already. but in any case. thanks dear for being by my side these years. you've been great. choir practices with you in primary school were funny, sticking our toes under the hole of other people's chairs and then laughing our asses off. i love you too. :)

Victoria-
hi miss graceful. even though we don't talk much, and half the time, whatever we talk about is crap, i am still happy to have you by my side. and i like your house. hahaha. in any ways. i love you a lot a lot. :)

Paige-
shopping queen!!! i have written all the mushy stuff in the letter i gave to you. :) hahah. thanks for always being there to listen to me. and like i said, you are probably the only person who will be willing to spend 15 minutes trying out all the nail colours at the faceshop and then spend another 5 minutes debating on which colour to buy. hahaha. i love you loads babe. 

Stef-
hello bunnehh. i've also said all i wanted to say in my post dedicated to your brithday. thanks for the bus rides together. i'm happy it's gonna be 3e3 for the both of us next year. i love you loads hun. :)

Shermaine- 
hey hun. thanks for all the fun times since June. for agreeing to go with me for Mentors for the first time. for spazzing with me. you've been great. and i will still unbutton all your mud shirts everytime you button all the buttons. hahahah. heh hehh. i love you. :)

HoRey-
yo. hahah i don't really know just what to say. but thank you. thank you so much for everything. for being a listening ear for all my troubles. for giving me all the sensible advice i can ever get. for all the smses and calls till 3 plus in the morning. for being my patron saint for one-hand push ups. i hope you will grow to like pink. hahahaha. oh and. the deal with the cookies is still on... winkwink!! hahaha. :)

Jocelyn-
hi hun. i have grown closer to you now. thanks for making Mentors so much fun. and for not shouting at Kenta and i when we wake you up at 1+ am in the morning just to talk. i'm still going to rob your house and steal your balcony chair. we should go shopping more often (and make the guys carry our stuff!!!) hahahaha. i love you hun.

Caroline Wyman Kenta Neil Teresa Marcus Remus Audrey Brendan KP and Mentors-
Mentors has changed my life. i'm grateful to have you guys by my side to listen to my life and whatever i'm going through, and for letting me do the same with yours. Caroline, i'm going to steal all your lovely shoes, i swear. Kenta-chan! you're half Jap, and that's cool. continue being hyper! thanks to Neil Marcus Remus Teresa, who seem to be the wise ones in Mentors. your sharings are really great, and i learn so much more than i have ever did. i'm glad to have all you people by my side!

Karen Vaish Evangeline Kimbo Crystle and 2e3 people-
thanks for the past two years. secondary school, stupid math teachers, bipolar art teachers, boring science lessons and sleepy history lessons have been so much more tolerable with you people around. much loves!


and as much as i hate to leave 2008, happy new year everyone. :) and happy birthday Patrick!




12/31/08 07:48 pm

today was spent procrastinating my homework, and talking on the phone. "sorry i was changing my clothes." "don't say- too late." "what happened? Kenta?" "i am having images." "EEW!" hahahahaha. 2008 has been absolutely great and i hate to say bye to it. school is starting too soon. i haven't done my homework. my english and chinese essay questions are staring at me in the face right now. i have the urge to call people to rant. okay shut up angelyn. homework. do. homework.


 



   

12/29/08 10:21 pm - A Simple Hello Ending With Goodbye.

it's 3 days to school. 2 days to the new year. i woke up this morning thinking "oh it's monday. shit. i'm returning to school on friday." the reality of going back to school has just hit me with a hard knock on my head, at the same time, reminding me that i still have two chinese essays (HoRey!!!! helpp!!!) and a commonwealth essay waiting for me. gawd. i'm still stuck in June, much less going on to 2009. 2008 has been a rollercoaster, one that has left me exhilarated and breathless, the kind of feeling after you've gotten over the high of a sugar rush. 2009 will definitely hold many new possibilities but for now, i think i'll stick to 2008, my ipod and my bed. :) 


     
Current Music: Darlin' - Between The Trees
Current Mood: contemplative

12/25/08 11:29 pm - make a wish;


 

midnight mass with Mentors last night. kudos to Neil for disappearing even before mass started. the pageant was oh-i-wanna-pinch-the-cheeks-of-those-little-kids cute. :) after mass was floaty surreal screaming squealing hugging wishing giftexchanging craziness. many thanks Laura for that big hug after mass (sexysexy!), Theresa for the cute mug and lipglosss, HoRey for the little gift and chocolates (thank you sirrr!), Caroline for the gingerbread man and the many other people for their hugsss. :) tomorrow will be spent baking cookies. i can't wait for saturday and sunday! :)))

   

12/21/08 08:25 pm - i miss you, too;


friday-

"eewwww why are the prawns still moving?!?!"
"BOO!!"
"AHH!!!"

"erm... how to tell whether the meat is fresh or not?"
"poke it!"
-proceeds to poke the meat in the packet, thus, attracting the attention of the aunty-
"eh ah girl ah, bu yao wan. ni zai gan she me?"
"shit."

"hi uncle can you bring us to..... eh Jocelyn where you stay ah?"
"-Kenta continues to interrupt- Opera Estate, Opera Estate...."
"i stay at Jalan Tua Kong, uncle. go Jalan Tua Kong."
"girl ah, Jalan Tua Kong and Opera Estate two different places leh."
"yeah go Jalan Tua Kong."
"-once again, Kenta interrupts- yes uncle go Jalan Tua Kong at Opera Estate."
"KENTA!!!"

-sprays something on Kenta-
"what's that?"
"er... some passion deodorant thingy. for girls."
"i'm a guy!!!"
"oops."

"-some ramblings in Japanese-"
"haik, haik."
"-continues to rambe in Jap-"
"omg Kenta, i think the little girl's in love with you!"
-little girl goes to her house and returns-
"omg Kenta, she brought a mistletoe."

"in my class, you see chairs flying across the room."
"really? in my class, the only thing you see flying across the room are pads."

"my ass keeps getting molested by other people, and i'm a guy!!!"
"hahahahaha."
"i swear, if my ass gets molested again, i'll quit track & field."
"eh go touch his ass!!!!"

"you have five minutes to eat. and your five minutes started four minutes ago."

saturday-

"that ang moh guy not hot. just now that one more hot."
"yeah..."
-Marcus turns to stare at Jocelyn and i- 

"-shouting- our father in heaven holy be your name your kingdom come your AHHH!!!!"
"AHHHH!!!"
"eh eh you go in front. quite fun."
"don't want, Marcus. i'm damn scared."
"-Jocelyn grabs me- AH!"
"AHHH!!!!!!!!"

"hahah they're all so wet."
"eh boy why you pee all over your face!"
"Marcus!!!"

"let's go to some shopping mall then."
"shopping!!!"
"shit i shouldn't have said that."

"omg! there's a jumbo sale up to 80% off!"
"okay fine. but we (the guys) will only give you ten minutes to shop. and you can only buy something that is under ten bucks."
"WHAT?!?!"

"eh, help me find this shirt but in size P."
"okay."
"do you think this looks nice?"
"what's this?"
"eh help me find this in size 1."
"wow. the girls look like hyenas, just that they're not laughing."

 "girls, you have three minutes left."
"oh no. but we haven't shop finish yet!" 

"you girls go to malls to shop. guys go to malls to look at girls."

"wow the breeze is soooo nice. and the sea is so beautiful!"
"oooh look, girls!"
-turns to stare at Marcus-

"put your hand here."
"okay..."
"now press the knuckles."
"but got nothing what."
"it's just an excuse for him to hold your hand la."
"shut up la Marcus."

"got a sale! but they never put how many percent off."
-Marcus looks at us again-
"seriously Marcus it's just a girl thing la."


hahahahaha.
friday morning was spent shopping for food and marinating it with Teresa, Neil, Brendan, Kenta and Jocelyn (well, it was more like Brendan did the marinating and the rest just ate the food.). never put two grocery-bumpkins (mainly, Jocelyn and i) at the seafood section of Sheng Siong or any other grocery shop for that matter, unless you want two screaming idiots in the middle of the place.
the rest of the day was spent at Jocelyn's place, talking to two Jap kids (actually Kenta did all the talking), laughing at Kenta for making a three year old girl fall for him, walking to Frankel Ave from Jalan Tua Kong (it's super far. plus, the coffeeshop uncle directed us in the opposite way.), swinging in Jocelyn's chair and dinnering with the few mentors. oh. and swallowing the gum that i was eating. oops.
saturday was spent at Escape with Jocelyn, Caroline, Audrey, Brendan, KP, Kenta and Marcus. the haunted house was freaky. consisted of loads of screaming from Caroline Jocelyn and i, the screaming of the Our Father by Jocelyn and i in an attempt to feel less scared and wringing KP's shirt until it got super crumpled, cause we needed to ease our fear (in much vain, though). the water slide was fun. i went with Caroline, and Kenta and Marcus were screaming like gays. and stupid jokes about peeing in your pants and on your face. hahaha. it was pretty much a very fun day. 
i love mentors. :)



p.s it's quite weird how i've just vomited a whole long post out after such a long block.



Current Music: Make It Last - The Ataris
Current Mood: content

12/16/08 08:00 pm - and everything becomes blur after a while;


LAURAEVAWONGKAILIN!

i miss youuuuu.
come back now!!!
:D




where is my soul?


Current Mood: nervous
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